SPiRiT WALK OF FATHER

 SPiRiT WALK OF FATHER

I have a question.

Don't know where to turn.

My dad has passed away,

but could he help me?

How would I ever know?

What does he have to say?

Is there a God?

Why won't He let us know?

I think it is a shame.

This world is greedy

and indeed corrupt.

That's all I have to say.

I wish I knew what was right/wrong.

I say it's all the same.

We start as nothing.

So all we can do is gain.

Looking for the way.

Who knows the answers?

The answer to my question:

Is there One up in the sky?

Please just tell me why.

I won't wait for very long.

I have been taught no patience.

It is a virtue? Who told you this?

Who gave you this false guidance?

It is not false -Oh, very well.

If it is true how can you tell?

I think this planet,

I know this planet is also a Hell!

Was it all of my choices?

Was it all of my wrongs?

I wasn't living life.

I was just pulling bongs.

Well I ever stop using drugs

and befriending all those thugs?

My dad just died and did

escape his reality.

I wonder, dear God. if I could

ever be free?

What Is Love?

 What is Love?

For me, Love is a verb. It's an action word. For any action their is an equal and opposite reaction. Well for Love, I don't know what to expect. When I do something loving for someone I don't know how they will react.

Love can make me feel many different ethereal feelings. It can make me happy, joyous , carefree, wonderful, astounding, amazing, ecstatic, mildly excited, well, One might get the picture. Love can also make me feel mellow, calm, splendid, serene, or slightly relaxed. Love can also make me feel hatred, rejection, madness, anger, psychotic, inflamed, enraged or generally pissed off.

So One can see if One Loves someone, One can feel any of the above and if someone Loves me I can feel any of the above as well.

For me, I find it very difficult to control my feelings. I feel for the most part I'm slightly powerless over them. So, if I want to Love somebody, it looks like I have to become vulnerable, vulnerable enough to invite these myriad of feelings and emotions to overtake me at will, at any time. What fun!?

Many emotions are connected with Love. Love is a great teacher, both to the person giving it as well as to the person receiving it. In this writing, I analyzed Love, but this will not convince One as much as actually experimenting it for One's self. We all have love, loved and lost. I think its important that we keep trying. Keep being vulnerable. This is what makes me lovable and being lovable is good enough for me, right now, for the time being.

So, what is Love exactly?

I guess, it's up to each of us to figure this one out...