SPiRiT WALK OF FATHER

 SPiRiT WALK OF FATHER

I have a question.

Don't know where to turn.

My dad has passed away,

but could he help me?

How would I ever know?

What does he have to say?

Is there a God?

Why won't He let us know?

I think it is a shame.

This world is greedy

and indeed corrupt.

That's all I have to say.

I wish I knew what was right/wrong.

I say it's all the same.

We start as nothing.

So all we can do is gain.

Looking for the way.

Who knows the answers?

The answer to my question:

Is there One up in the sky?

Please just tell me why.

I won't wait for very long.

I have been taught no patience.

It is a virtue? Who told you this?

Who gave you this false guidance?

It is not false -Oh, very well.

If it is true how can you tell?

I think this planet,

I know this planet is also a Hell!

Was it all of my choices?

Was it all of my wrongs?

I wasn't living life.

I was just pulling bongs.

Well I ever stop using drugs

and befriending all those thugs?

My dad just died and did

escape his reality.

I wonder, dear God. if I could

ever be free?

What Is Love?

 What is Love?

For me, Love is a verb. It's an action word. For any action their is an equal and opposite reaction. Well for Love, I don't know what to expect. When I do something loving for someone I don't know how they will react.

Love can make me feel many different ethereal feelings. It can make me happy, joyous , carefree, wonderful, astounding, amazing, ecstatic, mildly excited, well, One might get the picture. Love can also make me feel mellow, calm, splendid, serene, or slightly relaxed. Love can also make me feel hatred, rejection, madness, anger, psychotic, inflamed, enraged or generally pissed off.

So One can see if One Loves someone, One can feel any of the above and if someone Loves me I can feel any of the above as well.

For me, I find it very difficult to control my feelings. I feel for the most part I'm slightly powerless over them. So, if I want to Love somebody, it looks like I have to become vulnerable, vulnerable enough to invite these myriad of feelings and emotions to overtake me at will, at any time. What fun!?

Many emotions are connected with Love. Love is a great teacher, both to the person giving it as well as to the person receiving it. In this writing, I analyzed Love, but this will not convince One as much as actually experimenting it for One's self. We all have love, loved and lost. I think its important that we keep trying. Keep being vulnerable. This is what makes me lovable and being lovable is good enough for me, right now, for the time being.

So, what is Love exactly?

I guess, it's up to each of us to figure this one out...

The Enemy Within

The Enemy Within

"Human beings always have an enemy. The problem with humans is they keep thinking it's other humans". -Robert Moore, Phd, a Jungian Psychologist, from his second lecture on 'The Warrior Within'.

This enemy is often found within and may be formed from either the lies we tell ourselves or believing the lies told to us from other people (or groups of people like the national media, our social media, networks, corporations, government bodies, politicians, etc,.) outside of us.

It is our responsibility to determine what The Truth is by uncovering the lies by ourselves with our own sense of vigiligence as well as guidance from The Divine we find within.

It's not wise to blame others who lie to us. We are the One's responsible for uncovering The Truth from the lies we are told or the lies we've been telling ourselves.

Other people outside of ourselves may tell us lies and if we believe their lies it may cause shadows or Darkness to form inside of us. These shadows may create the enemies we may find within.

Using our vigilance and the help from The Divine, we may uncover the lies and then discover what The Truth really is. Yes, oftentimes The Truth is covered by a so-called 'Blanket Of Lies'. 

It is One's responsibility to remove 'The Blanket Of Lies'. This is how One literally 'uncovers' The Truth: One simply takes off 'The Blanket Of Lies' and The Truth will then just stare One in the face.

Often times, prayer, meditation and going within help uncover hidden truths and help defeat the Enemy Within and help eliminate The Darkness we may find inside of Ourselves.

It's important to stay vigilant and be on the lookout for any lies we may be telling Ourselves as well as for those lies others have told us and even for those lies others are still telling us.

Does One desire to believe The Lies One is told or does One Desire to Know The Truth? Make the days of believing over! Start Knowing The Truth today!

What do we do with the lies we find within? We can expose them to The Light of Divinity, by taking off 'The Blanket Of Lies'. The Enemy/Darkness flees when exposed to The Light! Pretty soon, when One uncovers The Lies hidden inside One's Self, One may find One's Self on the road to Enlightenment. What lies, lie inside of One's Self today? Uncover them and One will feel lighter inside! Expose The Enemy Within with The Light of The Divine!

JUST GENTEEL

JUST GENTEEL

Procuring reliance

proclaimed with introspective pride.

She's a delicate woman,

I surrender to her luscious eyes

as they quarrel with her surroundings

in such an insidious manner.

Yet, with her smile, more delicate than

the serenity felt by the loveless few

who indefinitely covet her.

She can create such a celestial interlude,

bringing a cascade of sparkling bliss

to all who feel her pulsating presence

evolving everything in her strong

and gentle surroundings.

Her vigilant apprehensions

surmise the placidity

so few seem to attain.

Socially apt to adapt to any medium.

One still can not be torn away from

a feeling of such enigmatic proportion

seeming to evoke the need for 

constant and immediate action.

It might be me,

Intrigue has never plagued me more than

when I see, smell or sense this genteel, cultured,

polished, gracefully stylish, urbanely refined woman.

I breathe a quite sigh

as I once again try to translate

her wonderful presence...

Luscious lips,

soft clear voice,

lean and slender.

Quite a choice.

Caring in a humble way.

Darling take my breath away.

Hush gracious baby.

Shall you cry?

The mountain your climbing

is not that high.

Insight is a desire

You might never inquire.

Love yourself,

You'll catch on fire.

Care and admiration follow this genteel One.

Shall I tempt to douse her flames?

Whenever she has nothing to say,

Her eyes seem to be telling me to stay...

11/10/91

3:25am

MiND MAZE

 MiND MAZE 

Loneliness and isolation

I'm standing.

I blink.

 

The door to the prison is open, but

I must find my own unique way to freedom.

 

A powerful influence if combined with a simple, but original plan...

 

I blink once more.

I shake my head.

Yes, another blink.

 

Too many choices in my head,

confusing is my think.

Ignore all, but my own unique inner core which brings me a simple approach to a confusing situation.

 

Truth is not as complicated as it's dressed up to be.

Ignore the irreverent window dressing.

Go straight to the heart of the matter.

 

I live with too much propaganda.

I separate the wheat from the chaff, if I am to survive.

When I'm able to do this, I become heroic.

Manifesting the ability to rescue others from the maze of Inconsistencies in a mind I sometimes cannot call my own. 

Having the ability to see and present an obvious truth which

the vast majority may not recognize until some courageous

or simple minded soul exposes it.

 

Only then will it be totally obvious to us all.